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Nothing distinguishes memories from ordinary moments...

Only later do they become memorable by the scars they leave.

A house is not a home
Farnese hercules
fingertrouble
Depressed.

John moved back in to the flat full time start of December.

It seems the more I try and accommodate and compromise my partner in (t)his flat, the more whatever I do is 'wrong'. So, sitting in the dark, without heating not wanting to disturb him. Then apparently I'm now crunching too loud? Odd since all I had was two sweets and some peanuts but apparently that's too loud, and typing and flashing lights of the servers are too much, even though they are not that noisy, Norman (the disabled man that regular has paramedic drama and leaves his TV on til 2am at top volume and drops what seem like bowls onto the floor) upstairs is noisier...but hey I have to jump when he says jump. You can't say no to him.

Last time I did and got angry cos he shut off the lights while I was eating and I wanted to not be disturbed and immediately do what he wants (as in: drop the plate and switch off the dehumidifier RIGHT THEN), he got angry using that tone, so I said 'Fuck you', he said 'Do you want me to hate you?'. Ironic since he was the one telling me to find a new boyfriend and that he was 'stuck with me for 40 years' 2 weeks before moving in back in October. Yeah, he picked his time - when I couldn't back out. Is it me or is that bullying behaviour? I don't think he even thought to the fact that I might be starting to hate him because of what he's been doing and saying. I'm too reliant on him, I suppose his thinking is. I have to take this. I have no choice.

I'm not ungrateful - he has been giving me money which I spend on food and the house which is a lifeline - and can't seem to be since that would be dangerous - but to be basically his cleaner, DIY person, PA and cook and then have to tread lightly on eggshells...it's hard not to go down that path, or at least be frustrated with his tantrums and eccentricities.

I still love him, but the past few months he's made it VERY hard, asking me why am I doing that (sample: why are you washing your clothes? Err, cos employers don't employ people who wear stained clothes? Oh. Imagine this every time I do anything to the flat or myself...). - you can go run in the woods with the fairies! Eat nice things! Go for walks! Life isn't like that, not for me anyway. He has the money. I don't.

It's like being with an adult toddler.

So I shut down the servers, even though NAS drives hate that. He can't stand the dehumidifier being on (even when it should be on cos the place is steaming, basement flat, the extractor fan is broken - he hated that noise too), or any noise at all. Feel like I'm walking on eggshells in 'my' own home. It's not mine though, if it was he'd not be such a cunt about it. It's only temporarily mine when he's not here. Started to feel that sinking feeling when he gets back, like when your parents got back as a kid? That's not good.

Before it was 'the light is too bright in the bed' for his tablet or my phone, so I moved out away from the bed with a table and chair to not disturb him. There wasn't space anywhere else - now there is space, space I cleared singlehandedly because he's too busy 'working' (i.e. going on long walks and abnegating nearly all responsibility) - it's like getting blood out of a stone - only cos friends bought a fridge and helped me get his birth certificate did we apply for the relief for winter fuel he was eligible for (he couldn't be bothered to do it).

Only cos I argued with the phone company and got them in 3 times to fix, and got free broadband as a result am I able to write this. I've saved him money there and hopefully with the gas bill - he couldn't be bothered to read the meter and send them the correct figure so has been overpaying for years - ditto paying for a phone line that didn't work for 12 years. The flat was basically empty for 5 years, so my dehumidifier is keeping it dry otherwise all the electrics and phone go wonky...no thanks for that. No thanks for any of it, really.

He's grumpy cos of his cold he's had since December but oh no, won't go to a doctor, won't take anything except some cough mixture for it.

So now freezing in the unheated toilet until my battery runs out. *sigh*. Scared he's going to throw me out, but don't really know how to start this conversation because it's either anger from him that I can't go to sleep exactly when he does or do it how he does it, or always 'you should walk more' (helpful when I have to fix servers and apply for jobs) or 'it's all your fault' - true, but thanks for the support. Not.

He made a big thing about it being my flat also - it was his invite to come here btw. Doesn't feel like it, at all. I feel...trapped? Uncomfortable in my own home, which isn't a home. I don't have a job - many rejections - and feel utterly worthless. And this isn't helping. I feel scared of him, and I shouldn't be scared...but I have nowhere else.

He's a bully basically - I have a lot to be thankful for from him, but there's no compromise here, no middle space. No, 'Can I come into the kitchen/bathroom/do this?' when I'm cleaning or cooking, he just does it then stands there, munching food (small kitchenette so there isn't really space to do that). It's his way or the highway, it's either DIY - inc basically going over his head sometimes, although I consult him where I can sometimes an executive decision is needed - or it doesn't get done or it gets 'hoarded'.

Happy families huh? :-(

He's leaving to go back to his mobile home most of the time in March...I hope the relationship survives before then, nor he doesn't throw me out literally onto the street. I've been trying to make the place feel good for him, and not make him feel like I'm in the way, but it's not worked out like that - really the only way I could've done that is to be a corpse, really. And even then he'd probably grizzle about the flies!

Radio Clash T-Shirt
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Up Against The Wall Parts 1 and 2
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fingertrouble


I know some of you like psych and folk music, and I've done these two mixes as an attempt to make a psych mix finally, but in a way it didn't completely go to plan. I felt the floatier 'summer of love' stuff didn't fit the way I felt or what's going on in the world, so I delved into the counterculture of 1968-1970's with bands & artists like The Fugs, David Peel, Deviants, Edgar Broughton, Aphrodite's Child, Kevin Ayers, Zappa etc. Also some newer stuff across the mixes I felt fitted, I can never completely stay on theme!

First part is very dark, occult in places and apocalyptic - projecting forward to a future of President Trump and P.M. May, and the Mexican wall (the title comes from a poem which then created an anarchist group called Up Against The Wall Motherfucker, so yeah, slightly NSFW - also my mixes go deep so there's William Blake and Ginsberg in there too). If it's schizophrenic in feeling then it's supposed to be, this was created around the time of Brexit and Trump being big in the polls...general feeling of 'What The Fuck Is Going On?'. I do think these things have happened before, and it's worth looking back to 1968 and beyond to learn what they did and possible solutions (and mistakes).

Come Orpheus And Sing To Me (153Mb, 1:55)



Coming from The Garden

  • The Fugs - Turn on Tune in Drop Out

  • Aphrodite's Child - Altamont

  • Saturday's Photograph - Summer Never Go Away

  • Kevin Ayers - Song For Insane Times

  • Frank Zappa & The Mothers Of Invention - Trouble Every Day

  • Edgar Broughton Band - Even Over Rooftops

  • The Fugs - I Saw The Best Minds Of My Generation Rot

  • Jefferson Airplane - We Can Be Together (Live from Go Ride the Music w/intro)

  • Aphrodite's Child - Loud, Loud, Loud

  • David Peel & The Lower East Side - Up Against The Wall

  • Gnarls Barkley - Storm Coming

  • The Deviants - Deviation Street

  • Pink Fairies - When's The Fun Begin?

  • Arzachel - Leg

  • King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - People-Vultures

  • The Joint - Dinosaur

  • Can - Oh Yeah

  • Moondog - Two Quotations in Dialogue



The Arrival

  • Aphrodite's Child - The Four Horsemen

  • Comus - Song To Comus

  • Twink - The Coming Of The One

  • Aphrodite's Child - Seven Bowls

  • Lucifer (Mort Garson) - Solomon's Ring

  • Coven - Satanic Mass

  • Fifty Foot Hose - Cauldron

  • White Noise - The Visitation

  • The United States Of America - The Garden Of Earthly Delights

  • John Martyn - The Gardeners

  • Antoine - Where Did Everyone Go To?


Strange New World

  • Big Brother & The Holding Company - All Is Loneliness

  • David Axelrod - The Human Abstract

  • Butthole Surfers - Strangers Die Everyday

  • Oleg Buloshkin - Sacrament

  • The Insects - She Moves Through the Fair

  • White Noise - Your Hidden Dreams

  • Free Design - An Elegy

  • Suzanne Vega - Song of Sand

  • Dionne Warwick - The Windows Of The World

  • Bonzo Dog Band - Them

  • Moondog - Cuplet





And the second part, well the first section is about politics - I suspect those in the US might appreciate the first 4-5 tracks although might not know about The Clangers. The rest is darker and less about the state of the nation and more about the state of the person. My impending move to John's, and what's been going on with me and my hatred of 2016. A lot of nice folk and songwriting from Sandy Denny, Jimmy Webb, Bill Fay, Jackson C. Frank, Jackson Browne, Paul Simon et al.

This is more about after the Summer of Love, the autumn and winter. Winter Is Coming...the down side of dropping out and tuning out, there are quite a few barbs in there, criticisms of the Summer of Love (reading about 1966 atm in fact).

And the spoken word in the Fatima Yamaha (yes it's not all psych/folk, but mostly is) is how I feel at the moment. You can't rely on anyone, it's true.

"Tear down the walls...Won't you try?" (138Mb, 1:49)



Up Yours 2016:

  • David Peel & The Lower East Side - I Like Marijuana

  • Clangers - Vote for Froglet b/w

  • The Waterproof Candle - Electrically Heated Child

  • The Fugs - Wide Wide River

  • Strawberry Children - One Stands Here

  • Edgar Broughton Band - Up Yours

  • The Holy Modal Rounders - The Pledge

  • Fingertrouble - These Days

  • Sandie Shaw - Are You Ready To Be Heartbroken

  • The Fugs - Exorcising the Evil Spirits From the Pentagon October 21, 1967

  • Bill Fay - Screams in the Ears

  • Fatima Yamaha - What's A Girl To Do

  • The 5th Dimension - Pattern People


The Dark Empty Room

  • Jason Paul - Shine A Little Light Into My Room

  • War - Slippin' Into Darkness

  • Moondog - Why Spend a Dark Night with Me

  • Paul Simon - Flowers Never Bend with the Rainfall

  • Jackson C. Frank - Dialogue (I Want to Be Alone)

  • Sandy Denny - Next Time Around

  • Jimmy Webb - Three Songs (Let It Be Me, Never My Love, I Wanna Be Free)

  • The Kinks - Strangers

  • Zombies - Smokey Day

  • The 5th Dimension - Requiem: 820 Latham

  • Michael Kiwanuka - Rule the World

  • The Network - Ears Of Stone

  • The Executives - Parenthesis

  • Sandy Denny - Milk and Honey

  • Nico - The Fairest Of The Seasons

  • Johnny Rivers - Sweet Smiling Children


Moving On

  • Charlie Poole - It's Moving Day

  • The Carnival - I'm Going Home Tomorrow

  • Sandy Denny & The Strawbs - On My Way

  • Jefferson Airplane - We Can Be Together

  • Hugo Montenegro & His Orchestra - When It Was Done

  • Bill Fay - Be Not So Fearful

  • Sandy Denny - No End (Solo Piano Version)

  • The Fugs - We're Both Dead Now, Alice


P.S. Here's the original 1968/Olympics inspired artwork, I might get into trouble for the Trump one, inspired by a shirt worn and I think printed by B. Dolan. I remade it. Just don't shoot him, mmmkay? I'll be in deep shit if one of the NRA-types goes off script...

upagainstthewall-2

What can I say?
Farnese hercules
fingertrouble
I go to Glastonbury, and come back to find that not only is the country completely fucked, an added bonus is all the neo-Nazis and right-wing fascists who thought shooting Jo Cox was kinda fun have come out of the woodwork.

I'm really really sorry...I thought we were better than this? I voted Remain by postal vote well before the racist Nazi-baiting poster from Farage, well before the 350 million bus that apparently was complete lies (admitted the day AFTER the referendum) and it looks like the Union is no more.

And then complete showers like Hillary Benn, a man nothing like his father, decide to stick the knife in, and suddenly it becomes Jeremy Corbyn's fault in the media, conveniently ignoring Farage, BoJo, Gove, and all those c*nts. But of course, at the time when a united front could stick it to fascists and right-wingers who are all claiming to quite like brown and black people and get REALLY upset if you suggest they are racists or fascists but are strangely quiet about the 57% uptick in racist attacks and hate crime since Thursday. "If you have a racist friend, then our friendship has to end..." - silence is NOT an option. Same frigging people moan about moderate Muslims doing nothing and staying silent, so how does it feel the other way? These idiots are doing it in your name, the name of the 52% who a lot of them Bregretted it in the morning and googled AFTER the vote what the effect would be. Really? I'm stuck on a damp island with 17 million fucking idiots. HELP!

And they'll never learn - they never supported the people who were telling them how it was, they're crying now for the Socialist/AFA/Hard left Cavalry to come over the hill but sorry, you destroyed the grass roots by voting for twunts like Thatcher and Cameron, what do you expect? Consistently destroying and mocking the people who resisted the fascists in the 1970's, well eventually they retire, get bored, grow old, go do something they can make a difference with. It's a thankless task, and if you marginalise the left and continue what Thatcher did with the Miner's Strike, well then you can't expect them to be there to help you, can you? I say let it burn, and remember Rome. Fiddle, fiddle!

Fed up with this idea because socialists haven't had their empathy and good-nature surgically removed, that when the right-wingers inevitably screw it up with neglect or as in this case complete and utter stupidity, we are supposed to parachute down and fix it, so basically the Left are always fixing the Right's fuck ups - and then we're told that it's unworkable, "where's your utopia, your revolution"? And then shortly after: "I'd rather vote for my own wallet and screw other people"...and the cycle of dumb continues.

You don't deserve democracy if you can't bother to even Google BEFORE the election what it might mean. You don't deserve to be saved from your own stupidity when again and again the Good Side of Not Being A Dick and not shitting on your fellow man gets ignored for scare tactics, Project Fear, and hatred. You get the fascist government you deserve - sadly it will take the 43-odd million people with you, some like me who voted for sense and unity, and didn't think we were still an Empire, that sovereignty means shit in an age of geocorporates, it's not the 1940's despite the austerity cupcakes and Keep Calm And Ignore The Fascists signs. Next one telling me that I should 'Calm Down' and I should 'Group Hug' racists for the sake of 'unity' and propping up an awful Government will get a Keep Calm And Carry On branded 2x4 around the head. Repeatedly.

But don't you DARE blame the Left and us who warned you, who wanted to stop the poorest and weakest from being trampled, as they are now. If you voted to Leave, or didn't vote at all, you cause this, and you alone. Don't point the finger at others, it's not some reality show, you don't get to phone a friend, you don't get 50/50, you don't get another go. This is real life, people are being attacked, firebombed, insulted, killed, threatened, made to feel lesser for not being 'British' - and yes they've already made it clear that despite treaties to us queers after Orlando, that we are next. As I knew it would be - because I know, once they come after the Jews, the Muslims, the foreigners, they always come for us queers. You can wave your marriage certificates all you fucking want, it won't waft out the flames as you burn.

I'm predicting civil insurrection before the end of the year, or riots in modern media spin parlance, and a lot of angry people when they realise as Johnny Rotten said 'Ever get the feeling you've been cheated?'. Already had protests cancelled because there's 'too many people' (?) and the people just flash-mobbed Parliament. It's all going V For Vendetta, and it will get worse. Far, far worse. I've been predicting this day since the fools let Nick Griffin on Question Time, and then Farage took his mantle. Never, ever give the fascists a platform, they will just (ab)use it to destroy democracy.

Only good fascist is a dead fascist, and I sadly think it might come to that, given they think murdering MPs is OK. Ones who were working on Tell Mama, a report on Islamophobia which reveals hate crimes have upped by 200% in the last few years...add another 57% to the pile. *sigh*

I'll leave you with Kathy's Song, which although a love song, it seems rather appropriate:

I hear the drizzle of the rain
Like a memory it falls
Soft and warm continuing
Tapping on my roof and walls.

And from the shelter of my mind
Through the window of my eyes
I gaze beyond the rain-drenched streets
To England where my heart lies.

And so you see I have come to doubt
All that I once held as true
I stand alone without beliefs
The only truth I know is you.

And as I watch the drops of rain
Weave their weary paths and die
I know that I am like the rain
There but for the grace of you go I.



And another rainy bonus from the same album:

Through the corridors of sleep
Past the shadows dark and deep
My mind dances and leaps in confusion.
I don't know what is real,
I can't touch what I feel
And I hide behind the shield of my illusion.

It's no matter if you're born
To play the King or pawn
For the line is thinly drawn 'tween joy and sorrow,
So my fantasy
Becomes reality,
And I must be what I must be and face tomorrow.

So I'll continue to continue to pretend
My life will never end,
And Flowers Never Bend With The Rainfall.


A meme...
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Mark with an X the ones that apply to you. via etantvert

Appeared in Doctor Who? That's not going to be many people!

Fired a Gun - X (quite a few actually; although all strictly rifles or shotguns)
Been Married
Fell in love - X
Been divorced
Swam in the sea - X
Gone on a blind date
Skipped lessons or lectures - X (Art school!)
Watched someone give birth
Been to North America - X
Been to Australia
Been to Asia
Been to South or Central America - X
Lived in more than one European country
Been to London - X
Been to Paris - X
Been to Venice - X
Been to Spain - X
Been to Russia
Seen the Northern Lights
Been on a cruise
Served on a jury
Been in a movie
Been to a Scandinavian country
Been to Iceland
Played in a band - ? (Kind of, but not properly, like on stage)
Sang karaoke - X
Made prank phone calls - X
Laughed so much you cried - X
Caught a snowflake on your tongue - X
Had children
Had a pet(s)- X
Been sledding on big hill - X
Been skiing - X
Been water skiing or parascending
Rode on a motorcycle - X
Been to a music festival -X
Spent at least one night on an island - X
Rode an elephant
Been on TV - X (someday I'll tell you about my 'starring role' LOL)
Been in newspaper - X
Stayed in a Hospital - X
Donated blood - (I can't. Against the homophobic law!)
Got a piercing
Got a tattoo
Driven an automatic vehicle - X
Driven over 100 mph
Lived on your own - X
Rode in the back of police car - X (but as a victim not a perp!)
Rode in the back of an ambulance - X
Got a speeding ticket
Got a parking ticket
Rode a horse - X
Swam with a Dolphin or whale
Been in a podcast - X (Just a bit. *cough*)
Appeared in Dr. Who ?
Have an Equity card or equivalent
Used an Oyster card - X
Have been in a play - X
Have played with a monkey - X
Have trained animals - (I don't think fish or hamsters can be trained)

Psychodelidisco mix
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Psychodelidisco (Disco Psycheness) - Full 3 Hour Journey by Fingertrouble on Mixcloud



Yes still here, still lurking...but also been busy with this mix. It's a psychedelic disco mix, not sure that genre even exists so I invented it, it's a mix of 'deep' disco, space disco, electronica, library music, afrobeat, electro pop and synth pop and even some Bollywood space disco and other gems! It took me 9 months, hence why it's probably 3 hours! There are more easily digestible 1 hour chunks over at my Mixcloud.

You can find out more above or over at my blog: https://www.radioclash.com/archives/2016/01/04/psychodelidisco-disco-psycheness-3-hour-psychedelic-space-disco-mix/

Also posted the first of the remixes I did for it, I did quite a few 'remasters' on these old disco records, but some I did the whole remix/re-edit treatment. This one - a cover of Gloria by Midnight Stud - is the first posted up:


I hate gay men
Farnese hercules
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Usually a phrase like that would be qualified with a but...but not any more. Increasingly I pull away from the gay scene due to a variety of factors, but the bellends from this weekend take the biscuit. It's why I identify as queer; and tend to hang out with straight or non-scene people, or those who probably don't identify as gay (queer, Men Who Have Sex With Men, bisexuals, heteroflexible, take your pick). Sadly in my experience the bad lot are not statistically small, the judgy shallow queens are everywhere, lurking.

Take for instance last night - me, Kirk and Gary went to Duckie, usually a good safe space. Great night, was having a good time until a group of queens decided to bully me - touching me, saying I smelled, many times over the night. I knew I didn't, I showered a few hours before I came out, the t-shirt was new and washed, but what was their problem? I told the guy who was saying it this, and he was a fucking cunt. I got so angry that we had to move to another part of the club before I bottled the guy. I had a bottle in my hand and thought about it...wrong I know. But I was so angry. Took me back to school and being bullied. I know now I should have raised it with Amy Lame or the Duckie crew, but at the time you're too angry and just want to try and forget it. I didn't. Rather than go home and stew I went to the sauna...which comes to point 2.

These queens look down on those who frequent saunas, cruising areas, marrieds and the like - even though I've found the blokes in these places (who as I said quite often don't identify as gay) are fairly genuine and nice people. I had to detox from that experience by going to a sauna. But this experience is not unusual - where there are gay men there is bullshit.

I then come home and reading Facebook find that a queen friend of a friend decided to post Star Wars spoilers, just to be difficult. Was told to take it down by many people, but was doing that childish pouting thing that many gay men do, stomping his little foot. Really, entitled babies again...so I'm seeing Star Wars tonight and that's been spoiled by another bitter attention-seeking queen.

I don't want anything to do with the gay scene anymore, it's just filled with too many toxic people. I know, wahmbulance and Tim's on another rant etc etc but there is a wider issue here...that queens like this don't give a shit about the rest of the LBTQ, they usually have very dodgy politics (immigration, Muslims is another one - which is interesting because one of the people I had a great long chat with was a Muslim bear at the sauna, he was lovely and I don't think he knows how much that meant to me, someone relatable and talking me down from that ledge.) and now gay marriage has happened there is a feeling of 'I'm alright Jack' with them, and also this odd bully mindset. As we know, oppression does not lead to enlightenment, but it does seem as gay men get more accepted, get good jobs, don't have to live in fear anymore the more they take it out on other people?

So no I won't qualify this with 'some are OK' because I think those who are OK are such a small set that it's not worth counting, 0.1% maybe. The rest are more concerned with looking good within their group, cliques, being bitchy, obsessing about silly things outside of the real world, gyms and shallow body fascism and not really caring what's happening outside of Kardashians, Drag Race and trashy TV. Srsly if these people are first up against the wall, I won't cry for them. I'd be too busy getting the fuck out of there, and trying to protect the people I do care about. And I do hope, when it goes all to shit and it will, babylon is around the corner - they are the first to get eaten by zombies or whatever. Because they haven't learned to survive, just learned to be narcissistic and bitchy.

It's a shame I like men, really. I don't regret that for a moment, that's like regretting you have blue eyes - but certainly I could leave the bullshit that sometimes entails.


Answer for question 4569.
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What culture (other than your own) do you find most interesting or intriguing? What draws you to this way of living? If you had the opportunity to move to a region where this culture was prevalent, would you do so? Why or why not?
Japan - I'm guessing that would be a popular answer, but I like the language, was learning it for a while, and the people have a British sense of decorum, politeness and self-effacing nature. I like the culture - not so much Manga although I love Studio Ghibli, but the sense of beauty, the old paintings, the hyperreality of Tokyo. Contradictions of modern and old, contrasts in public/private, even sometimes gender roles (well as we see them in the West). And they are pagan mostly, which is cool.

And yes I'd move there in a heartbeat.

And Ancient Greece - I noticed some people's entries travelled in time. I'd love those times and that culture...less happier with it if I was a woman (Ancient Greeks didn't treat women at all well), but I do feel the ancient world would fit me better than the current one? Graeco-Roman, or before, or Celt. Or Victorian times, but I fear that class would play a big part of whether I enjoyed that - in London, 1880's-90's.

Answer for question 4570.
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fingertrouble
What question do you most dislike being asked? Why does it annoy you so much? On the flip side, what question do you most enjoy being asked and why?
Are you a Muslim? Not because it's wrong to be a Muslim, it's just the assumption that man with long beard = Muslim. Changed a little with the hipster beard thing, but for a long time it was assumed I had a long beard for religious reasons (Muslim, Jewish, etc) which annoyed. It's more the laziness that irritates - but it does give me a slightly different perspective when people treat me badly because of the way I look, and current events because I get lumped in so feel I should be anti-prejudice...it's also kind of a shorthand way of finding out if someone is a dick, saves time.

I quite enjoy being asked or commented on the beard though, that's nice. Or the tshirts I wear.

New mashup video - Novae Servae (Prodigy mix)
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I don't usually talk politics here, I usually save that for FB/Twitter, but sometimes events overtake me and bleed into my work.

This video for a friend's mashup is a case in point, the theme of Kanye's New Slaves is already very critical about wage slavery and consumption, but I added a new element because while making it the vote for bombing Syria came in. Throw in what's happening in locked down Paris with COP21 (John invited himself to the last COP when we were in Durban, very different times and different security) and all that, and you have a strange mix of pop video and zeitgeist state of the nation....had a lot of fun with drone videos, projections and old cinema ads.

It also marks something of a step out of retirement for me - not completely, still not going to make my own mashups or videos for those. But for other people, if I like the tune, yes.

Kanye of the Stone Age by ToTom, who did this mashup is available to download: https://totom.bandcamp.com/album/kanye-of-the-stone-age - it's recommended, especially the bonus tracks like this one.

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